Take my hand,

Shea Shea you are such an awsome person

2005-12-16T23:51:49Z

this is for the very special Sheala Michelle Brockman because she is the best ever

1. At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you.
2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.
3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you.
4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you.
5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep.
6. You mean the world to someone.
7. If not for you, someone may not be living.
8. You are special and unique.
9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you.
10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it.
11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world.
12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later, you will get it.
13. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks.
14. Always tell someone how you feel about them; you will feel much better when they know.
15. If you have a great friend, take the time to let them know that they are great.

i got tagged

2005-10-11T21:23:12Z

Freddy Tagged me

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List seven of your favorite songs of the moment in your journal and force seven other people to repeat this process. Don't forget who you were tagged by!

1.) "Blue and yellow" by The Used
2.) "Mr Brightside" by The killers
3.) "Around the clock" by Rocket Summer
4.) "You and Me" by Lifehouse
5.) "Sugar we're going down" by Fall Out Boy
6.) "Collide" by Howie Day
7.) "It matters to me" by Faith Hill

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I Tag... whoever wants to do it. haha.

<3

my wife

2005-07-22T02:24:58Z

dear lj friends

im gonna marry Sheala Michelle Brockman

she is my dream come true

she is loving, caring, funny, and loyal

should i ask her dad first?

i love her

Del Mar Fair

2005-07-07T06:13:07Z

Del mar fair pictures.

icee boy

yum funnel cake!

it matters to me.

2005-06-19T05:17:10Z

i never write in this thing anymore. how is everyones summer? mines been pretty good.

my two cousins. james in front jeremy in back

i love katieee.

me and james. haha

soy sauce! <3 haha

i miss mandy!!!

i still miss mandy.

i love and miss freddy.

me katie and heather.

It matters to me.

2005-05-29T05:53:31Z

*Happy birthday brooke ashley fisher! <3*

me and katie got our hair done today by her awesome aunt. =)..

haha

woo i love you. i hope everyone thats at prom is having fun.

just something to think about

2005-05-25T01:03:11Z

As soon as you get online... whose name do you look for first? When a slow song comes on the radio..whose face comes to your mind first? When you hear your phone ringing...who do you hope it is calling? Whose name makes your heart skip a beat???...

Take my hand and guide me somewhere..

2005-05-10T02:39:40Z

i barely ever write in this thing.

School is almost out. im really excited for summer to come.

jon and steven. aww dont they just love each other lol

candy necklaces rule

hahahah

i miss them........ alot!

i just love that picture.

&hearts;

love..

2005-04-18T02:05:19Z

just some things i love:
- The notebook.
- Picnics.
- Feeling of being truely happy.
- Friends.
- Knowing that you always have someone to count on.
- Family.
- When i can actually help someone.
- Meaningful hugs.
- Shopping.
- Holding hands.
- The beach.
- Looking at the stars.
- In depth talks.
- The feeling you get after a wondeful day.
- Unforgetable moments.
- Pictures.
- One Tree Hill.
- Cuddling.
- When you know someone actually cares.
- Nice people.
- When i actually understand math.

yeah. im bored and i cant think of anymore as of right now so im going to go.

have a good night. ♥ ♥

take my hand and never let go

2005-03-31T05:52:20Z

i was looking through old pictures yesterday. it made me realize alot

lots of pictures

me and mandy

♥

please take my hand

2005-03-26T19:57:23Z

Spring Break has been good. =) Hows yours been? We are moving into our new house on Thursday.

here are some pictures from the hot monkey love cafe last night with brooke, jon, gaby, ariel and some of there friends:

me and gaby

haha

woo hot ladies

(sorry ariel i had to.. i love you :) )

HAHAHAHAH

twin sandwich (shh.. ik i look retarded)

;) yay brooke haha

♥♥

smile like you mean it

2005-03-17T01:12:19Z

I don't know what it is about you, but you make me smile.

always in the back of my mind

2005-03-03T03:01:48Z

*So its offically im moving. we have to be out of our house by March 30th. im excited to redo my room. i want it to be a bright and pretty teal or something. not sure yet

*i want to dye my hair. i dont know what to do. ahh =/

*im almost done with watching the first season of one tree hill. im sad i wish there was more. haha

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go

♥♥♥

I've thrown away, so many things that could've been much more

2005-02-21T22:48:11Z

* Matchbook Romance show last Friday night with Gabe and Alyssa :)

* Relient K, Mae and Name Taken show last night with Mandy :)

* Birthday tomorrow :)

we are dorks i know

Mae

Relient K

me and the leade singer for Relient K

* my camera broke when it was mandys turn to take a pic =( ... but she got a cute Mae shirt =) *

banner for the show im not going to =(

♥♥

Follow your heart, not what everyone else wants

2005-02-14T01:30:36Z

Seriously, The Notebook is the best movie ever.

I just can't look its killing me

2005-02-06T23:05:52Z

Its weird to think how much people slip away. i was looking at old pictures and reading old journal posts and its actually quite sad how much realtionships in general change. But its come to be a part of life. yeah i dont know where that came from. just a thought..

yeah im still sick. it sucks

Well, you're just across the street
Looks a mile to my feet
I wanna go to you
Funny how I'm nervous still
I've always been the easy kill
I guess I always will

i really like that song :) so does katie. haha

♥♥♥

That look in your eyes I never thought that this would be untrue

2005-01-31T02:27:39Z

This weekend wasn't too great.

people are stupid. especially boys that get a hold of your cell phone and then call your mom and grandma at 4 in the morning and tell them pretty obscene things. yeah that happened to me. I fell out of the purse it in a bathroom and some guys got a hold of it. so I now dont have a cell phone for a little. well at least until we can switch my provider and buy a new phone.

yay we rock... but we are both sick. it sucks =/

how did it end up like this it was only a kiss, it was only a kiss

2005-01-28T03:48:44Z

One secret:
One compliment:
One love note:
Lyrics to a song:
How old you are:
How long we've been friends:
And a hint to who you are:

pistolita tomorrow.

Take a look at me now

2005-01-23T21:05:35Z

Happy Birthday Katie Pilley!<3

light

getting darker

darkest haha

Smile like you mean it

2005-01-18T00:32:23Z

Well the 4 day weekend is over now. its sad but oh well. its been really fun. hanging out with friends and everything :D .. Well i can finally walk again.. thats kinda old news but im excited to not have crutches anymore.

heres some pictures

haha me and mandy rock.

**Me, Big Tipilley and M Train pictures**

in my truck on friday

kinda hard to see

hahahahhaa

a pic from movie night and stevens straightened hair. hahaha ;)

Brooke comes home today :)

My last post didn't work..

2005-01-11T00:39:19Z

Today it was nice to be able to sleep in.. kinda. lol. i have a drs appointment tomorrow so HOPEFULLY ill be able to walk again. that would be pretty nice. haha I'm not looking forward to finals =/ blahh..

It's always times like these
When I think of you
And I wonder
If you ever
Think of me

I finally got some time to put the pictures one here... theres quite a bit though

JAYDA

shes adorable

gosh i love her!

abbey with my youngest niece jayda.

haha

my sister, shayne and jayda

my sister is beautiful

my mom and jayda

haha

me and my sister with our matching xmas pajamas. hahah

haha me, mandy and shayne on new years

me and mandy :D

♥♥

gone.. just like that.

2005-01-04T22:54:28Z

they're gone... =(

please don't leave me....

2005-01-03T21:03:31Z

so I didnt go to school today because my family is still here. they leave tomorrow ='(. tomorrow is going to be a horrible day. i just want to sleep and not wake up. anyways im bored so i decided to do this memory thing.

In the year of 2004 have you:

Cried? yes

Hugged someone? yes

Gotten into a fight? nope

Verbal: doesn't everyone.

Drank alcohol? yeah i have.

Kissed someone on the cheek? yes

Got a kiss on the cheek? yes

Kissed someone on the lips? yes

Got a kiss on the lips? yes

Said bad words? haha yeah.. probably a little too many

Fallen in love? nope

Flirted? haha yeah

Had sex? no

Slept with a boy/girl? sexually no..otherwise yes

Hit someone? jokingly

Cuddled with someone? yes

Held hands? yes

Made out? yes

Laughed so hard that it hurt? hah omg yes

Cried so hard that it hurt? yeah =/

Had someone tell u that they like you? umm yeah

Got cheated on? not in 2004... that i know of

Got dumped? yeah =/

Liked someone so much that it hurt? yes

Loved someone so much that it hurt? no

my sister is beautiful

kinda dark but oh well

♥♥

Splash Mountain= me and my sister screaming more then my niece haha

2005-01-01T00:25:19Z

Its been fun with my nieces sister and brother in law here. They make me happy. yesterday we went to disneyland. that was fun excpet im tired cuz we got home at 2 lol... heres a couple pictures.. ill post the rest of the pictures when i have time... theres quite a bit.

happy new years

haha me and my sister rock! :D

my nieces..

my aunt got me and my sister matching Christmas pajamas. haha

i love this pic of carlie

♥

i love you

2004-12-23T18:20:41Z

im picking my sister and nieces up from the airport today i havent seen them in a year. im so excited.

Christmas in 2 days. yay. i hope everyone has a wonderful christmas. :D

I'm coming out of my cage
And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta gotta be down
Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss
How did it end up like this
It was only a kiss, it was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep
And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke
And she's taking a drag
Now they're going to bed
And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head
But she's touching his chest
Now, he takes off her dress
Now, let me go

♥♥♥